Hard
Feelings
~Nicole Dorner
After all
I've done for you,
How can
you still be angry at me?
You had
good reason to after Solaris
When I
told you my duty to Cain-
This I
understand.
I broke
your trust to the fullest extent...
Lying,
cheating, stealing, deceiving-
That was
part of His goal, and for that I am sorry.
But why
now?
It's over
now-
Deus is
gone, Everything is how it should be-
Yet you
still give me that strange look
That
questions if what I say or do is true
Or just
some other lie.
Can you
even comprehend
What I
had to do for you?
Defying
Krelian and the Elders back There-
That was
the death penalty.
Moreso,
time and again, I-
Though it
pains me to say this-
Had to
put Yui and Midori's lives on the line...
All for
you.
What
family, outside these two women, I had-
They
wouldn't even acknowledge my existance,
All to
make sure
You
didn't fall into the wrong hands.
The
things I've seen and done
To
protect you all-
The
average person would have died of fright-
Such
horrific sights.
Maybe now
that you know,
Can you
trust me again?
Can you
forgive me?
Or for
the rest of our lives
Will you
wish you never knew
The name
Citan Uzuki?
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